
I feel like I spend every blog post talking about how I haven’t written a blog post in forever. I guess such is the relationship between I and blogs. It’s a bit of the love/hate nature.
On to the point of this entry. I have started a project. A good ole sentimental sappy one at that. I’m going back to my roots. Avon Park, Florida to be more specific. I moved to the little hamlet when I was but a wee lad starting first grade. I went to one school for the next 12 years, a small Seventh-Day Adventist academy that when I started was WMJA and when I left was WMA.
Growing up in Avon Park was pretty idyllic. Swimming and skiing on the local lakes. Long hours shooting hoops with neighbors. Bike rides exploring backroads. Candy at the Stop ‘N’ Shop. Trips to the ocean on the weekend.

For those 12 years I managed to stay mainly in the bubble created by my church and school. As a kid I was somewhat aware of this, but as an adult it became clear how little of the place I really knew. What were the main industries? How did they operate? Who were the characters that shaped the town? Where did they hangout? Who were the people who’s backs the town was built on? Who were the people beaten down? Who were those exalted and why? I could go on, but I’m sure you get the point. I came back looking for town which I knew not.
I also came as an artist in search of another kind of roots. I suppose I came hoping to grow some photographic roots.
I didn’t grown up thinking much at all about art. I remember two events shaping the end of my being an artist. The first was an art contest for the local schools. It was one of those things where anyone can put in a piece and it get’s displayed at the local mall, from there winners are chosen. I submitted my masterpiece, a sketch of a room with a rocking chair and a cat on a rocking chair, groundbreaking work needless to say. The time came to go see the great works of art we had all created at the Lakeshore Mall. I made the trek down with the parents and began the search for my piece in the sea elementary and middle school art. It was no where to be found. My lost Mona Lisa.

I finally knew the art jig was up though was when I traced a photo for my father, left it on his desk and waited for my father to discover the wonder. He mistook it for trash and threw it away. I was officially done with art.
And yet, as life often will have it I have found myself down a path I never dreamed of. In fact a path I didn’t even really knew existed as a profession, that of photographer.
It’s been a fun ride. Full of new experiences, new people, new worlds and also new problems. The problems of trying to be an artists, whatever that is. Are you a maker of beauty?A technician? A teller of stories? A creator of fantasy? An advocate for truth? A liar? A searcher? A questioner? All of the above? None of the above?

So I come back home searching. Not sure I’ll find answers or not. Maybe I don’t even need answers. With any luck though I’ll get some great images along the way.
I’m shooting medium format film for a lot of the project. I can’t totally let go of the digital though, for capturing quick small moments and even better, METERING! So here are some of my digital notes along the way.
